I’m destroying all of the things I love and that’s what I do when I get hurt; I hurt myself even more so I can feel a little bit more in control. I need to take a step back and reevaluate my life and connect with my spiritual self again because somewhere along all the partying, drugs and sex I broke that connection (no surprise there). I’m not doing this again, I’m not going to that dark place ever again. I am meant for greatness, now matter how big or small and I need to remember that.
If you can, please send positive vibes my way. I’m in desperate need of love, light and energy.
Sweet dreams, loves.